The ferries were behind. When I met up with my friend, we had 30 mins to see each other. I felt we packed a lot in but i was hoping for the couple hours we anticipated. The camera shop was closed too, sort of a botched trip across the sound from the peninsula. But I had a great hike. I need to find a new place.
Someone I know texted me saying we aren’t friends anymore and I am relieved. I want more explanation, but we weren’t what I considered close yet. They generally gave me a feeling of subtle duress to force intimacy out of me whenever we were hanging out or interacting, conscripted into closeness.















